Ready to Believe

Jesus says every day is a new day. Every yesterday moment is no more. Its been forgiven. 

Isnt that amazing? 

Its so amazing. Even more amazing how He can let go and i cannot. My pain seems to go and go and go.

And i never feel clean even though ive been washed in the blood. Even though my soul has been cleansed and set free.

Im ready for change. Im ready to believe all this amazing love about me. Im ready to forgive any of my past mistakes. 

I feel ready to move on. To open the metal cage that wraps my heart and soul in chains. And believe im ok.